Haven’t done this in a while but I feel like I have to just to get it off my head. I’m starting to feel like I’m alone…again. my bf and I don’t hang out or talk as much. Our work schedules super suck especially his. I only see him once a week for a couple of hours and it’s starting to annoying the living crap outta me. I work 9 to 6 Monday thru Friday and he works every damn day except Monday’s from 5 to 9 and Sundays he works all day. Then, after work he goes to the gym from like 10 to 12. I mean it’s cool he’s into working out and all but there is never time for me. It’s bugging the shit outta me but I don’t wanna be the needy gf so I just let it be I’m used to now and that’s what’s making me more upset! I shouldn’t feel this way but it’s part of growing up and we have to make it work. But this seriously sucks soo much I went from seeing him almost daily to just a couple hours a week and it’s starting to bother me. I realized I get mad so easy now and little things tick me off. I know they shouldn’t but I just miss him and I don’t wanna tell him that because then I feel like I’m forcing him to spend time with me. I guess I just need to make more friends and be more social. But then again maybe when school starts it keeps me busy and I forget this loneliness.